Sunday, February 27, 2011

MEH...........................

Yep ! I changed my blog design...Can you tell that I am bored? 

The picture that I uploaded in the background represents how I feel these days...I just want to scream I am so confused and bored! Can't wait to find my passion again...

I hate this phase I am going through, I don't recognize myself.
I was always the one that knew where I was going and what I wanted from life but if you ask me these 2 questions right now there will be no answer; I will just stare at you as if you were speaking to me in Chinese because I wouldn't know what to answer. 
People tell me it will pass and all I want to do is give them the finger because you have no idea how hard it is to be lost and trying to find yourself. 

I need to find a job that I will enjoy, but what do I enjoy? I need to learn something new, but what am I curious about? I need to find a new hobby, ya but like what? Nothing excites me anymore everything I see or do feels so blaaaa...

People tell me that I am depressed and the answer is no I am not I am just bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think the best gift GOD could give you is a beautiful voice :) Wish I can sing and make Billion$ but trust me you do not want to hear me sing lol

TicToc Time is passing by so fast!!! Everyone around me is moving and I need to get moving as well because I feel like my feet are starting to grow roots.

I'm gona blame it on the weather... Hope to find an answer and a cure for that misery that is hunting me I just want the old Samara back!







1 comment:

  1. I realize that having something to look forward make it less boring... and make my over boring job pass by faster!!
    like... I'm looking forward for starting again horseback riding in march and also for some vacation!!!
    Drawing is a good distraction and starting to paint again...
    I know how you feel sweety... most of the time I'm asking myself the same question... and I don't know :(

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